(s)Mother
Wrote this poem a few days ago. It's very raw, but I was encouraged to share it with the world. The emotions I'm feeling aren't ones that…
Slow Progress
When you report symptoms of depression and anxiety, the doctors give you a chart to fill out. Rating on a scale of frequency, it asks questions like h…
Art Worth Making
"Don't use your memoir to air old grievances and to settle old scores; get rid of that anger somewhere else. The memoirs that we do remember…
The Fallacy of my Former Faith
This video took a long time to put together, but I'm really proud of how it turned out. Please leave a comment and let me know what you think!…
Living with Existential Depression
People have been asking how I’m doing, and I answer that it’s all the same as it was months ago. I’m still fighting the monster of depression, I’m sti…
YouTube?
It's been four years since I've updated my YouTube channel, and I'm curious to know who would be interested if I returned. I have a few id…
Prioritizing Recovery
It's been over seven weeks since I last blogged, and every day I feel guilty for it. While I know that the perfect is the enemy of the good, I oft…
Winter Freeze
The Body Keeps the Score This happens every winter - my writing slows down, I sink into existential depression, and I feel like I don't deserve a…
The Devastation of Lost Faith
"I lay in a bed of resistance Chained to either side I really wish I could, reset, rewind Someone has clawed out my eyes I don't know what t…