The Fallacy of my Former Faith
This video took a long time to put together, but I'm really proud of how it turned out. Please leave a comment and let me know what you think!…
Living with Existential Depression
People have been asking how I’m doing, and I answer that it’s all the same as it was months ago. I’m still fighting the monster of depression, I’m sti…
YouTube?
It's been four years since I've updated my YouTube channel, and I'm curious to know who would be interested if I returned. I have a few id…
Prioritizing Recovery
It's been over seven weeks since I last blogged, and every day I feel guilty for it. While I know that the perfect is the enemy of the good, I oft…
Winter Freeze
The Body Keeps the Score This happens every winter - my writing slows down, I sink into existential depression, and I feel like I don't deserve a…
The Devastation of Lost Faith
"I lay in a bed of resistance Chained to either side I really wish I could, reset, rewind Someone has clawed out my eyes I don't know what t…
Only Human
"Enjoy the pain, it's yours for a while, girl Don't run away, your fear, you're getting older We are relying on you and your emotion…
Dear Anxiety
“Trapped in a cold white room I want to know, who'll be there when you snuff the wick? I won't reflect the same as you I want the proof you…
When God Spoke to Me
"Descartes invoked God - in this case, a literal deus ex machina - to save himself...When people run up against something inexplicable, transcend…