YouTube?
It's been four years since I've updated my YouTube channel, and I'm curious to know who would be interested if I returned. I have a few id…
Prioritizing Recovery
It's been over seven weeks since I last blogged, and every day I feel guilty for it. While I know that the perfect is the enemy of the good, I oft…
Winter Freeze
The Body Keeps the Score This happens every winter - my writing slows down, I sink into existential depression, and I feel like I don't deserve a…
The Devastation of Lost Faith
"I lay in a bed of resistance Chained to either side I really wish I could, reset, rewind Someone has clawed out my eyes I don't know what t…
Only Human
"Enjoy the pain, it's yours for a while, girl Don't run away, your fear, you're getting older We are relying on you and your emotion…
Dear Anxiety
“Trapped in a cold white room I want to know, who'll be there when you snuff the wick? I won't reflect the same as you I want the proof you…
When God Spoke to Me
"Descartes invoked God - in this case, a literal deus ex machina - to save himself...When people run up against something inexplicable, transcend…
Dissociative Martyr
Wrapped in chains Locked to a stake You only share a God Because of their power Your body The only symbol Wrists torn through Nail wounds to ha…
Cultivating Intelligent Disobedience
“Loyal dogs, unfailing tool They do what they have been trained to With the eidolons, the minds are full The evil ghosts of old The evil ghosts of old…