The Devastation of Lost Faith
"I lay in a bed of resistance Chained to either side I really wish I could, reset, rewind Someone has clawed out my eyes I don't know what t…
Religion and Spirituality
When God Spoke to Me
"Descartes invoked God - in this case, a literal deus ex machina - to save himself...When people run up against something inexplicable, transcend…
Dissociative Martyr
Wrapped in chains Locked to a stake You only share a God Because of their power Your body The only symbol Wrists torn through Nail wounds to ha…
Cultivating Intelligent Disobedience
“Loyal dogs, unfailing tool They do what they have been trained to With the eidolons, the minds are full The evil ghosts of old The evil ghosts of old…
Surrendering to Science
My faith in God was not lost in a day. It took many years of questioning, and it all started with competitive Apologetics speaking when I was a teena…
What Happened
Content warnings: gaslighting, child abuse, mental illness, suicide, eating disorders, poverty Now is as good a time as any to explain why exactly my…
Podcast Transcript: The Deleted Confession
Updated 5/6/2019: Below is a commentary I wrote in August 2018 about the events leading up to my family's first response to my blog posts in 2014,…
When Religion Equals Privilege
CW: If you love Jesus, you may need to make sure you've got spoons to hear some serious stuff I've been trying, and failing, to communicate to…
Cheaper by the Proxy: Why the Majority of Abuse Victims Don't Escape
"A dancing puppet doll made of wood I bet he'd run away one day if he could choose to leave or stay He's got a string attached to every b…