People have been asking how I’m doing, and I answer that it’s all the same as it was months ago. I’m still fighting the monster of depression, I’m still trying to find meds that work for me, I’m still struggling to find my way back to my art. There’s...
The Body Keeps the Score This happens every winter - my writing slows down, I sink into existential depression, and I feel like I don't deserve any of the good things that happen to me, while fighting to get through necessary appointments and tasks, and I fall deep into therapy, letting my emotional...
"I lay in a bed of resistance Chained to either side I really wish I could, reset, rewind Someone has clawed out my eyes I don't know what they told you But this place is not what you think Living inside a hole, they put me underground Where they could never find...
"Enjoy the pain, it's yours for a while, girl Don't run away, your fear, you're getting older We are relying on you and your emotion And as you go, promise of being bright - Where did you go, my dear, don't slip away now It'...
“Trapped in a cold white room I want to know, who'll be there when you snuff the wick? I won't reflect the same as you I want the proof you'll promise to let 'em down quick. I never want to see clear at all There's nothing...
"Descartes invoked God - in this case, a literal deus ex machina - to save himself...When people run up against something inexplicable, transcendent, and, most of all, ineffable, they often call it 'God,' as if that were some sort of explanation." –Barbara Ehrenreich "If you withhold information from your...
